I Don't Even Know Anymore.

I just finished this show, based on real people. I am now dead inside, I feel like every ounce of liquid in me has evacuated through my tear ducts. The name for the show is actually spoilers for what will happen to you when you watch it.

Nothing has ever affected me the way this has. I feel like I need to re-evaluate my life big time. I know no one reads these anymore, just talking to myself really.

The Japanese are really good at finding ways to make me feel sad. The latest is the real life story of Aya Kito, who wrote a diary about her struggles with Spinocerebellor Ataxia and published it, to later be adapted to a manga, drama series, and a movie. It’s certainly one of the saddest stories I’ve heard in a long time.

I’ve never seen a more cruel disease than Spinocerebellor Ataxia. I can only hope that one day this disease is cured. I feel more strongly about this than a cure for cancer because at least with cancer you can still live a fairly normal life.

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“I write because writing is evidence that I am still alive.”

Aya Kitō (July 19, 1962 – May 23, 1988) was a 15-year-old japanese girl who wrote a diary about her personal experiences while suffering from spinocerebellar ataxia.

For anyone who wants to cry his eyes out read the book called 1 litre of tears, or watch the japanese tv series with the same title.

I just can’t believe Christina Grimmie was shot yesterday.. I met her once, she was so bright, so happy, and is now gone forever.